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04:43pm 14/02/2009
 
 
Meg
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Feeling hopeless  
08:13pm 19/12/2008
 
 
Meg
I feel so hopeless lately. I feel like I will never recover from my mental health issues. I keep having relapses after doing so well. I dont know what to do anymore. I just feel so useless and hopeless. I will never recover and I feel horrible about it.

If I knew what to do I'd do it but I don't. I just dont. I will never be normal. I want to be normal so badly its not even funny. But it will never happen.
mood: depresseddepressed
music: Teardrops on my Guitar by Taylor Swift
 
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Boredom  
12:30pm 07/12/2008
 
 
Meg
I am so bored. I have about a little less than three hours until a friend of mine comes online. There is no one on to talk to and I cant stand it. I think I might download some music while I wait for her. I have a new computer and can do that now. I am always lost when she is gone and dont know why. I'll figure something out.

I'm currently watching YouTube videos to pass the time. I might play a game. Gotta go now. Bye!!
location: my room
mood: boredbored
music: Realise by Colbie Caillat
 
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I cant take much more!!!!!!!!  
11:22am 05/12/2008
 
 
Meg
I am lost and confused about one of my friendships. It just seems to be falling apart like everything else. I cant stand to lose friends soits really hard for me to cope with it.I dont know what to do anymore; it just seems so hopeless. I feel so useless because of it. I just dont know how much more of this I can take. Someone help me!!!!!!!!
location: My room
mood: confusedconfused
music: None unless you count a podcast from HPFF
 
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My Feelings and such  
05:25pm 14/10/2008
 
 
Meg
I feel like I am not in control of my life anymore. Its like my life has taken a permanent turn for the worse. I'm always on the computer and cant seem to be able to get off it at all. I also cant stop talking to my friend Alyson. I dont know how it happened but I want it fixed. How on earth do I fix it? someone please give me answers.
location: my room
mood: depresseddepressed
music: So Smal by Carrie Underwood
 
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New things  
05:13pm 13/10/2008
 
 
Meg
Well I had a bad week when my friend Alyson was out of town but yesterday I almost did something new. I got on a horse and almost rode it. i got scared and got off though. I'm a big chicken arent I?
location: My room
mood: bouncybouncy
music: All American Girl by Carrie Underwood
 
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11:11pm 25/09/2008
 
 
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Fear and Worry  
02:13pm 03/09/2008
 
 
Meg
I am currently experiencing pain and swelling in my left leg and it is black and blue. I am afraid I might have to stay in the hospital and i dont want to do that. What should I do? I am scare and very worried that something is seriously wrong as I cant really walk. Please advise me on what to do. I'd really appreciate it.
location: My room
mood: worriedworried
music: none at the moment
 
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Just an update  
11:49am 25/08/2008
 
 
Meg
I have not been doing much better than I was at the time of my last post. I fell even more anxious and worrid and I had a manic episode on Friday night and Dad threatened to put me in a mental instiution if it happens again. he thinks I can control it but I cant. I dont like felling this way. In fact I hate it. But I am working on getting myself back to the way I used to be, not being online all the time. I am working on this gradually and I hope that in time, I will be back to normal. I will however need support in this. Please support me.
location: My room
mood: anxiousanxious
music: none at the moment
 
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UGH Why me?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!  
09:24pm 13/08/2008
 
 
Meg
I was so antsy and anxious today. My friend Alyson had said she'd call me and she didnt call me till nearly 4 pm my time. I thought something bad had hapened to her I was siting on my computer and watching the phone waiting for her to call or come online and she didnt so started to worry. I dont know why I am like this. Can someone offer me some advice for this I could realy use some right about now. Any and al advice is welcomed.
location: My room
mood: anxiousanxious
music: Never Too Late by Three Days Grace
 
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